I can’t decide if I want to forget you and move on, or keep holding on. It’s not really my choice anyway, but even if it was, I couldn’t decide. And I don’t know if I want to see you or not. I don’t know what’s worse; not seeing you and missing you, or seeing you and just feeling worse for not being able to be close to you. My eyes search for you, always. The only problem is, once I find you, I can’t do anything. I’m paralyzed. Being so close, yet so far, it’s unbearable. You’re always just out of reach. I wonder why my heart won’t let go of something so impossible?
When you’re stuck loving someone, all you wanna do is stay away. But, when that person shows even the smallest gesture of affection, all your efforts of moving on go down the drain.
When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think that for something so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.
Time isn’t about the days. It’s about how eager you are just to see that one person. To feel that tension, to feel the spark. It’s about when you’re together in one place and never want that moment to end and you don’t want them to leave ever again.
I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once.
You were everything I ever wanted, and I was so close to having you, but being close doesn’t mean you have it. It’s just something to tease you into believing you can achieve it. It’s letting you fight as hard as you can for it, and when you’ve almost grasped it, it disappears and you’re left with nothing. You cry and you cry, beg and pray, but it doesn’t come back. You were so close, but you lost it. Nothing will ever be the same. You know that if you had just pushed a little harder, you would’ve had it. The pain of being so close hurts more than having it and losing it, because you never got the chance to have it at all.
When you start to fall in love, you give half a heart away, when you start to fall in love, you hardly find words to say, but be careful who you love because you’ll quickly learn that even though you give your half away, you don’t always get one in return.
All I want to do is forget her. All I want to do is escape her and, you know, I can’t.
I don`t know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.
Everybody wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But I'd rather be the moon. So I can shine on you during your darkest hour of the darkest day when your sun isn't around.
